RACHEL JANIZ LIM
1st day on earth: 23rd August 1993
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Today, something makes me think what makes me happy?
And susprisingly, my answers are different from what I want in the past.
I feel that..
1) Having dinner with my family (including ahyee, uncle, javier and avius)
2) Going out with my mommy, no matter where's the place, when I'm with her, I feel the happiest. I'm proud to say she is my awesome mom, she rocks my life.
3) Sometimes maybe even playing with cheeky avius is fun cause young kids are so cute and innocent. His jokes are the funniest yet the wierdiest. Like the roasted chicken joke that makes no sense at all but he is really funny.
4) Maybe even picnic with friends?
5) AND THE BEST IS TO EAT YOUR FAVOURITE FOOD. And I have lots of favourite food which makes me sounds like a greedy pig. My mom have been controlling my diet. no, in fact my whole family. Sounds scary ah. I lost my freedom to eat la. They are crazy people who is constantly reminding me of my size! what the hell, machiam like big artiste. Hey, I don't work in the entertainment industry okay. A piece of cake or a glass of coke won't kill yeah! But it's alright, I know they meant well. Perhaps I have been nagging to them about how hard is to slim down so this time they keep reminding me to eat lesser so I can slim down abit abit nah! cause as compared to the past, according to them, I put on some weight which is a fact I can't deny. =(
When it comes to food, I have lots of thing to say! If you ask me, what will I miss about singapore? MERLION?!?! of course NOT, I'd say I miss singapore local delight, like hokkien mee ah, mee siam ah, char kway teow ah, LAKSA etc. a lot a lot more to mention. I love laksa! though its not very healthy but whenever I order laksa, I will go.."Uncle ah, JIA DUO DUO HUM" haha! I really envy my cousin who eats and never grow fats but grow taller. The worst scenerio is every night he will either cook maggiee mee infront of me or ask my mom to fry fries. All I can do is to stare, saliva dripping but still eat a bit! haha! It's impossible not to eat once I see it. Oh whatever it is, let's get back to the topic! What makes me happy? no.6
6) When God answer my prayers!
I feel so bless each day and I'm so thankful for everything.
Simple things in life can bring lotsa happiness too!
And susprisingly, my answers are different from what I want in the past.
I feel that..
1) Having dinner with my family (including ahyee, uncle, javier and avius)
2) Going out with my mommy, no matter where's the place, when I'm with her, I feel the happiest. I'm proud to say she is my awesome mom, she rocks my life.
3) Sometimes maybe even playing with cheeky avius is fun cause young kids are so cute and innocent. His jokes are the funniest yet the wierdiest. Like the roasted chicken joke that makes no sense at all but he is really funny.
4) Maybe even picnic with friends?
5) AND THE BEST IS TO EAT YOUR FAVOURITE FOOD. And I have lots of favourite food which makes me sounds like a greedy pig. My mom have been controlling my diet. no, in fact my whole family. Sounds scary ah. I lost my freedom to eat la. They are crazy people who is constantly reminding me of my size! what the hell, machiam like big artiste. Hey, I don't work in the entertainment industry okay. A piece of cake or a glass of coke won't kill yeah! But it's alright, I know they meant well. Perhaps I have been nagging to them about how hard is to slim down so this time they keep reminding me to eat lesser so I can slim down abit abit nah! cause as compared to the past, according to them, I put on some weight which is a fact I can't deny. =(
When it comes to food, I have lots of thing to say! If you ask me, what will I miss about singapore? MERLION?!?! of course NOT, I'd say I miss singapore local delight, like hokkien mee ah, mee siam ah, char kway teow ah, LAKSA etc. a lot a lot more to mention. I love laksa! though its not very healthy but whenever I order laksa, I will go.."Uncle ah, JIA DUO DUO HUM" haha! I really envy my cousin who eats and never grow fats but grow taller. The worst scenerio is every night he will either cook maggiee mee infront of me or ask my mom to fry fries. All I can do is to stare, saliva dripping but still eat a bit! haha! It's impossible not to eat once I see it. Oh whatever it is, let's get back to the topic! What makes me happy? no.6
6) When God answer my prayers!
I feel so bless each day and I'm so thankful for everything.
Simple things in life can bring lotsa happiness too!
♥ 6:32 PM
When I was thirteen, I thought by sixteen I will become a more matured young adult.
When I was fourteen, I thought one year of experience had already made me matured.
When I was fifteen, I thought I rule my own life.
When I was sixteen, I thought back, maybe when I was younger I'm more sensible and innocent.
This year I'm turning seventeen, I do not dare to think when I'm going to be more matured. But I really hope that one day I can bring my mom out for a dinner or maybe be more like a sister to avius and javier, like bringing them out for a movie or something. There are so many "I hope" and I don't know when my wishes and hopes are going to come true. Maybe I should stop waiting for it to come true and start creating it. Recently, I feel that I should spend more times with my family and friends instead of the computer. I know yea, computer becomes our bestfriend unknowingly. Thanks to msn yea, at least I can still keep in touch with everybody no matter how busy I am. I'm not starting to appreciate everything I have but learning to. I think it is not easy. People who are contented are the one who is leading the most blissful life, those are the ones who is living, happily. Thinking about last year, which is my ups and downs year, I suddenly thought of without suffer, without growth. I learn more when I fall down, learn more when I have to gone through those hell. I really wanna be someone more like a seventeen with a seventeen heart and mind. not acting old but more sensible.
When I was fourteen, I thought one year of experience had already made me matured.
When I was fifteen, I thought I rule my own life.
When I was sixteen, I thought back, maybe when I was younger I'm more sensible and innocent.
This year I'm turning seventeen, I do not dare to think when I'm going to be more matured. But I really hope that one day I can bring my mom out for a dinner or maybe be more like a sister to avius and javier, like bringing them out for a movie or something. There are so many "I hope" and I don't know when my wishes and hopes are going to come true. Maybe I should stop waiting for it to come true and start creating it. Recently, I feel that I should spend more times with my family and friends instead of the computer. I know yea, computer becomes our bestfriend unknowingly. Thanks to msn yea, at least I can still keep in touch with everybody no matter how busy I am. I'm not starting to appreciate everything I have but learning to. I think it is not easy. People who are contented are the one who is leading the most blissful life, those are the ones who is living, happily. Thinking about last year, which is my ups and downs year, I suddenly thought of without suffer, without growth. I learn more when I fall down, learn more when I have to gone through those hell. I really wanna be someone more like a seventeen with a seventeen heart and mind. not acting old but more sensible.
♥ 5:49 PM
Dark clouds, grey skies. Heavy storm like that. Lotsa lightning and thunder. Glad that I'm home before the pour. Although it is raining outside but my room is still very room warm as usual. I on the air-con makes me feel like It's the autum season now. If only somebody can buy me starbucks coffee ah. Suddenly thought of what I promise myself, to start reading everyday. I took out my book "Five people you meet in heaven", the story is getting interesting but i was yawning away while reading it. Still don't have the habit of reading unlike javier, he will read no matter where he go, go toliet lausai also. He won't get distracted by anybody or the surrounding, even if its WWIII or I'm eating his favourite food in front of him, HE WILL NOT BE DISTURBED. This skill, I wanna learn from him. ha! Seems like to my mom, I will never complete reading a single book. How pathetic am I, this is me.
♥ 5:36 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Patience and Perseverance are the key to achieve a few things in my life now.
Wait, hang on and don't give up, you will see the positive outcome. Slowly but Surely!
Wait, hang on and don't give up, you will see the positive outcome. Slowly but Surely!
♥ 3:11 PM
Monday, April 26, 2010
This coming saturday, It is my sixth time going church.
I have been anticipating to go service + life group these days.
Excitement tags along everyweek and my new inspiration and motivation comes from the sermon.
I want to thanks Pastor Daniel for sharing with me "Confession of a Pastor".
I feel that the sermon on "fears" really impact my heart. Whenever I have to face my fears, God gives me the strength to overcome it, no matter how afraid I was in the past. The moment I'm scared of something and I feel paralysed, God will make me remember what Pastor Daniel had shared with me "Feel Fear, Do It Anyway." And I will just do it because I'm more afraid of what will happen if I don't obey God than if I obey him. The outcome is always good because everytime I do it, I have overcome it. The feeling is so awesome when you no longer have to fear what you used to be afraid of.
I have been anticipating to go service + life group these days.
Excitement tags along everyweek and my new inspiration and motivation comes from the sermon.
I want to thanks Pastor Daniel for sharing with me "Confession of a Pastor".
I feel that the sermon on "fears" really impact my heart. Whenever I have to face my fears, God gives me the strength to overcome it, no matter how afraid I was in the past. The moment I'm scared of something and I feel paralysed, God will make me remember what Pastor Daniel had shared with me "Feel Fear, Do It Anyway." And I will just do it because I'm more afraid of what will happen if I don't obey God than if I obey him. The outcome is always good because everytime I do it, I have overcome it. The feeling is so awesome when you no longer have to fear what you used to be afraid of.
♥ 11:01 PM
Can't get enough of their awesomeness!
These pictures are taken (not by me) at the singapore indoor stadium last saturday.
I couldn't see their face clearly but I can feel the High-ness through out the whole concert.
♥ 11:09 AM
SHERO!Don't you think that they are
the most awesome girls band in taiwan?
There are quite a few nice songs in their new album: SHERO
Hebe is cool in one of the MV 愛就對了(Thumbs up)
Ella is still as lively and spontaneous as ever
Selina has the sweet image of a princess
S.H.E is of a perfect combination.
♥ 10:34 AM
Should I change my email? racheersz?!?! into a new email which I have not thought of any unique name for it. But It will be very troublesome having to add back so many friends on MSN. What makes me want to change my email is "TWEET TWEET Twitter". Last few days, I tried signing into twitter but was able because I deactivated it few months ago. And I went to make a new account with the same email racheers! and this was the message from twitter.
This action is permanent.Before you deactivate your account, know this:
This action is permanent: account restoration is currently disabled.
You do not need to deactivate your account to change your username. (You can change it on the settings page. All @replies and followers will remain unchanged.)
Your account may be viewable on twitter.com for a few days after deactivation.
We have no control over content indexed by search engines like Google.
If you're creating a new account and want to use the same user name, phone number and/or email address associated with this account, you must first change them on this account before you deactivate it. If you don't, the information will be tied to this account and unavailable for use.
Information from your deactivated account (username and email address) will be unavailable to use on a new account.
OMY!This is my consequence of not reading it before I deactivate.
Well, anyway,It won't harm changing email. Maybe I should consider about it but anybody have any idea what should my new email be?
This action is permanent.Before you deactivate your account, know this:
This action is permanent: account restoration is currently disabled.
You do not need to deactivate your account to change your username. (You can change it on the settings page. All @replies and followers will remain unchanged.)
Your account may be viewable on twitter.com for a few days after deactivation.
We have no control over content indexed by search engines like Google.
If you're creating a new account and want to use the same user name, phone number and/or email address associated with this account, you must first change them on this account before you deactivate it. If you don't, the information will be tied to this account and unavailable for use.
Information from your deactivated account (username and email address) will be unavailable to use on a new account.
OMY!This is my consequence of not reading it before I deactivate.
Well, anyway,It won't harm changing email. Maybe I should consider about it but anybody have any idea what should my new email be?
♥ 10:10 AM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Countless stars in the night sky, there are plenty of them, if you ever realise they are always there. If you don't happen to see them shine, they are just hiding behind the clouds. If everyone of us is a star, why not step out to be the star that shines.
♥ 1:35 PM